This exact time four years ago, we were loading them up in the pouring rain. I was shaking. I was so scared. I had no business trying to keep two tiny humans alive. I knew that I loved them and I would try my very best but I had my doubts.
I still have doubts. But I am pretty good about keeping them alive. There are definitely things I can do better and there are things I wish I hadn’t done but that’s the beauty of being a parent….they love you anyway.
My little burritos have turned into smart little boys and I promise to keep trying. I’m going to mess up. I’m going to lose my shit. I’m going to keep trying to be the mommy you think I am.